I can’t

I’m sick of trying to fit into your equation
Tired of waiting by the phone
Done with checking my email
And through with driving myself mad

My incessant need to fix every thing
Shall be my downfall
But perishing knowing it was a waste
Hurts far worse than could any blade

Wrap your hands around my artery
In an attempt to start my heart beating again
Oh wait I forgot you didn’t care ….

I can’t be your second in command
I can’t be your back up plan
I can’t keep holding us up
It’s like holding water in a broken cup
And just for some commond knowledge
I can’t keep you when I go to college
You're just stress and thinking it over
Makes my life a mess

I suck at life
I know I do
I’m like pulling healthy teeth
But under all the lost and pain
I’m really very sweet
And you have lots to gain

I guess you know that
You should by now
I’m that kind of idiot
That carries my heart in my hand
Or is it on my sleeve?
But ether way babe
I now must leave

For I can’t …
I just can’t
Be that girl
Be that friend were at an end and I must make amends
The confetti and fire works
Shall hide my water works
It’s not that easy
Saying good bye
But you bring me nothing but inner misery
And no love is worth that kind of pain
No love is worth the constant rain.

So I can’t I just can’t
I can’t do this any more…
……
Sorry.