The Subway

7 hundred and 50 steps
Not many trees left
Where did they all go
Two steal dragons
And a book
No not a nook
A good old fashion book.

Tired seals -
Crystals gleam
Converses beating pavements
In unisent
Like soldiers beating drums
Shallow shells with faces I can't see-
One song on repeat
One song I repeat
One song my life's rhythm beats
I rather read than draw my sword to combat these mindless fish all stuck in a can
All this and everyday I can
Tell you about it.

Son of god
Left this earth
We got bored
Fought with swords

Giant tyrant empires grew
Government enslaved and slew
Freedom of the masses
Theses words flew

We begged for reason
Revolted
Then Fled
the grief of the life we knew.

Lying in bed
Staring at the sky
Thinking of all those who said good bye
All those who lied
and each lie turned to bricks
To guard my heart
It illness already weakened
It's rims faded and darkened

Malicious birds snap their beaks
And tear at our flesh
Who'd have known I'd be you and I
Though thousands of miles separate us from unique smiles

Crooked smiles
For we'd
Fear actually smiling and ruining what seems to be a lie.

You who I dare call my friend
You who I dream of to no end
You who I'd give anything to just reach in..

" i wish i could quit you "

The phrase “I wish I could quit you “came from broke back mountain.
I find it hard to pay attention when I haven't seen you.
I’m constantly thinking about you...
I’m frequently late to class so I can walk you to class.... in my own way.
You mean the world to me but boy how I wish I could quite you.
You make me sick, you piss me off but time and time again I wish I could quit you.
Having alienated my self from the world.
To save myself from heart break
I have alienated myself from the world
To save that innocent little girl
From the horrors of an empty soul
love and lust might seem the same
but to love is to endlessly give
and to lust is to just take and take
so to save myself from heart break
i wish i could quit you
but at the same time just being by your side
and getting your loving embrace
keeps me safe so safe in fact its like a dream
and all dreams end and we wake up so before we break up
or after we make up I'll let you know this one little fact
i wish i could quit you
you wonderful old hag.

I can’t

I’m sick of trying to fit into your equation
Tired of waiting by the phone
Done with checking my email
And through with driving myself mad

My incessant need to fix every thing
Shall be my downfall
But perishing knowing it was a waste
Hurts far worse than could any blade

Wrap your hands around my artery
In an attempt to start my heart beating again
Oh wait I forgot you didn’t care ….

I can’t be your second in command
I can’t be your back up plan
I can’t keep holding us up
It’s like holding water in a broken cup
And just for some commond knowledge
I can’t keep you when I go to college
You're just stress and thinking it over
Makes my life a mess

I suck at life
I know I do
I’m like pulling healthy teeth
But under all the lost and pain
I’m really very sweet
And you have lots to gain

I guess you know that
You should by now
I’m that kind of idiot
That carries my heart in my hand
Or is it on my sleeve?
But ether way babe
I now must leave

For I can’t …
I just can’t
Be that girl
Be that friend were at an end and I must make amends
The confetti and fire works
Shall hide my water works
It’s not that easy
Saying good bye
But you bring me nothing but inner misery
And no love is worth that kind of pain
No love is worth the constant rain.

So I can’t I just can’t
I can’t do this any more…
……
Sorry.

you

I love you ,you love me not
I need you ,you need me not
I want you ,you want me not
I care about you …
You care about me not
Your every thing
I’m nothing
Were something
A golden thing
To bad were done
Because it was lots of fun.

Our Love Song

A fiddle…
A guitar….
The sounds of our song
It’s really hard to comprehend what went wrong
My I-pod blasting
My mind completely gone
When it’s done I shall play it all over again

Laying in bed thinking about your beautiful baby blues
I guess I should have seen the clues
Was I so wrapped up in my insecurities
To notices your hidden sad smiles.

Walking thought the park all gloomy and down
I-pod blasting our song
Didn’t take too long to find my way
To our bench beneath that old cherry tree
Back when you told me “baby can’t you see
It’s just you and me”

I may not have been up to scratch
I may have not been up to par
I may have been second - rate
But in any case
My remorse can’t make up for
My overlooking the tears in your eyes
As you walked out my front door.

Missing the sounds of you tapping at my
Bed room window,
Hanging out and riding in your car.
The sound of your breath as we fall asleep on the phone
Getting your text as I leave my last class
Us holding hands as we lay in the grass
Coming up for a name to our song
The one we wrote right before we broke up…

The song of our love the sun the stars and the moon
The one that’s shines bright
Like a huge light saying
Boy you’re not all that bright
For your all alone
Just as stars vanish
Leaving all life gone.

like a dream come true
today you
Walked right up to me
Wrapping your arms around me
Telling me baby how am I to live
My life with out you?